FADING WISHES

I wanna hear you shout when I scream at you

Leave me alone when I'm angry

Hurt me when I've thrown sharp words at you

Stop caressing my limbs when I'm stressed

Let me drink so I don't remember what has happened

Make me smoke for I've been smoking a long time before I met you

Make me do the works you do

Expect not any meals from me for I'll never cook

Don't give me tips on how I should dress up

Stop buying me fairness creams for I'm contented with my dark skin

Never drop and pick me up every time

Listen to me and don't you dare underestimate my point of view

I shall love your family like my own

And I demand you do the same too

Look not into my history nor my family's for people can change

And if you do so, keep it to yourself and don't ever raise a topic on it

Have a heart that's wide as the ocean - to forgive and forget

For I've unwillingly done enough mistakes that i'm bound to take to my dying bed

I have loved you like I've loved anyone else

For I've given you enough and this isn't too much to ask from you

These are the lists of what I expect from you

But I'm well aware of the fact, this fact that

It will never be fulfilled

Since I've been dreaming a dream